i don't really like feet...
but guess
who's these are all
cozied up together???
5.30.2006
5.21.2006
imagine only 4 days...
I can only imagine what it will be like
When I walk by your side
I can only imagine what my eyes will see
When your face is before me
-you are priceless and mean more to me than anything-
When I walk by your side
I can only imagine what my eyes will see
When your face is before me
-you are priceless and mean more to me than anything-
5.20.2006
they don't have a doc on staff
Watched CSI:somewhere the other day and would like to comment on something. Keep in mind that I love this show, it is very fascinating. Anyway, on a recent episode their was the gentlemen blowing things up and it just so happened that they found one of his hair's in the detonator. A shocking turn of events really, I would have imagined that would have blown up with the bomb, but sometimes I am a bit naive. In this hair, the forensic people were able to tell that this gentleman was taking haldol, but had recently stopped taking this dirty anti-psych med. I say dirty because it has a lot of side effects but for the most part works pretty well. The best part of this story is when they estimated a dose of haldol he had been previously taking...100 mg daily (extremely high dose-i usually see about 10 mg daily max)! No shit he stopped, he was probably experiencing the most horrendous dyskinesia known to man. He was actually unable to physically take the med and how he built a bomb is another mystery. I almost swallowed my teeth and they are all attached. Good times on syndicated television; doesn't everyone have access to a PDR if they want? We should send the CSI's one.
5.17.2006
lament
As I sit on the couch, trying to attain some of my life drive back after a heroining trip through three years of pharmacy school that has nearly drained my of my spirit. But alas, I have not failed, I have persevered.
I have not lamented on the success that I have worked so hard to attained or the wonderful friends that I have made over these past few years. This has been a hard journey that I didn't believe would ever come to an end but I wouldn't trade it for the world. Endless nights of studying until I couldn't see straight, more exams than I can recall and endless note packets and books. Things that are were so familar to me, are now a thing of the past; breakout rooms, ephect, my chair, my table, ITV, my faculty, the parking lot attendant, the reading room, rushing to see what was in our mailboxes, chicken strip salads, the list is endless. I could have never imagined that I would learn so much in such a short period of time. And now it is my duty to help others and make their lives enjoyable.
Unfortunately, patients can not be the thing that drives my life. My happiness is of the utmost importance; what is that happiness. My friends and family are my happiness. I have made friendships that will last a lifetime at UMD and continue to hold onto a few from UWRF. The crazy thing about pharmacy is that it is a small profession and I will always see my friends at conventions and talk to them when I need their advise. We have made so many memories together that I couldn't even begin to write them all down. And them there is the love of my life; who knew that one day we would end up together. He makes me smile every moment of everyday. He makes me laugh. He makes me cry. He pulls me out of my comfort zone. He loves me. He lives across the country for the summer; a test from above of how hard I will work for something I believe to be the greatest thing. He took a small positive chance that he didn't think would change his life...what does he think now? He has wiggled into mine.
I have not lamented on the success that I have worked so hard to attained or the wonderful friends that I have made over these past few years. This has been a hard journey that I didn't believe would ever come to an end but I wouldn't trade it for the world. Endless nights of studying until I couldn't see straight, more exams than I can recall and endless note packets and books. Things that are were so familar to me, are now a thing of the past; breakout rooms, ephect, my chair, my table, ITV, my faculty, the parking lot attendant, the reading room, rushing to see what was in our mailboxes, chicken strip salads, the list is endless. I could have never imagined that I would learn so much in such a short period of time. And now it is my duty to help others and make their lives enjoyable.
Unfortunately, patients can not be the thing that drives my life. My happiness is of the utmost importance; what is that happiness. My friends and family are my happiness. I have made friendships that will last a lifetime at UMD and continue to hold onto a few from UWRF. The crazy thing about pharmacy is that it is a small profession and I will always see my friends at conventions and talk to them when I need their advise. We have made so many memories together that I couldn't even begin to write them all down. And them there is the love of my life; who knew that one day we would end up together. He makes me smile every moment of everyday. He makes me laugh. He makes me cry. He pulls me out of my comfort zone. He loves me. He lives across the country for the summer; a test from above of how hard I will work for something I believe to be the greatest thing. He took a small positive chance that he didn't think would change his life...what does he think now? He has wiggled into mine.
5.16.2006
i feel complete again
I have finally broken down and purchased some internet service. I have a feeling of wholeness again. Is that wrong? Now I can resume spying on all of my friends on Facebook, surfing the internet until all hours of the morning and writing inappropriate IM's to TC.
5.06.2006
crying...
it has begun...i cry at the drop of a hat or the mention of the impending departure. or the end of a scholarly era. or the end of friends that live down the street. deep breaths...deep breaths!
5.01.2006
holy bananas
only 4 days lefts of class, 15 meetings, 4 finals, a few papers, not enough time, and 2 weeks with TC. there are so many things i need to do and to say to all of my wonderful friends and collegeues.
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