i don't deserve u!

you look into my eyes like you can see my soul
could braid your eyelashes; they are so long
kiss me with your eyes open, eyes close
pull me closer. tell me what's in your heart.
i am listening more than you know.
let me see that you are vulnerable
that you are self-concious too.
wake up next to me-
will you still be there when I return?
you amaze me everyday
listen.talk.write.hold.laugh.dance
make me smile when you're not around
make me blush when they tease me
they think i'm smitten, am I?
do i deserve you?
i am so busy. unfocused. confused. driven.
where do you fit?
take it as it comes, they say....
try harder, not everything in life is plannable
this is scary
what if it doesn't work out?
why do i deserve you?
help me to share what is in my heart
don't be shy. he isn't.
you know what is in his heart.