T-24 hours

Only one day left of...a wonderful costep with IHS, awesome coworkers, bemidji, dorm life, relaxing, too much time on my hands, no school, running from a reality that I had created, living a real life, uncharted territory, good friends that I will inevitably lose touch with, small town living, caribou coffee with ice every morning, a shower in flipflops, the train in the middle of the night, leisure reading, no responsibilities, long naps, having time to think, eating out alot, thinking if you will call, contemplating if Iwill see you again before we move away...

All of my belonging are packed in Banana Republic bags awaiting their trip to the car with a final duluth destination...there is one more grand pharmacy outing planned for tomorrow night...robin has assured me that we won't get arrested (good call!)...then it's back to a life that I have to mend and try to make it my own again. Although I am not sure if I was ever in possession of it.

I am sad, this is so hard, I don't want to leave...this has become my home. Yes, a kitchen and my own bathroom would be a bonus, but definitely not deal breakers.

I have so many things to say...but no proper venue to express them...so for now they will remain out there.

This is a bit oscillatory...but that's me...deal.